Misery

If I had a flower for each time I thought of you, I'd have a garden by now.

See, I don't know you but I could feel you.
I could hear your silent breathing,
struggling, kicking, moving.
You wouldn't stay still.
If you were here right now, beside me,
I'd build you castles.
You'd be royalty.
Or maybe I'd hate you.
Screw your life for eternity.

Even now I see you,
in my daymares,
suffering and dying.
I'm sorry I couldn't hold you,
tell you how much I love you
and save us both of this misery.

Maybe you'd hate me,
And ask your friends to do the same,
or every night you'd hold me,
and softly call out my name.
 Believe me when I tell you,
you are the best thing that happened to me,
but I couldn't save you,
and now you're History.

Believe me when I tell you,
you are the worst thing that happened to me,
But I still wish I saved you,
saved you from this misery. 

To Robyn - Dedication

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we see
No I won't be afraid
No I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling stand by me
Oh, now, now, stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling stand by me
Oh, stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me
Oh, now, now, stand by me
Oh, stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darling, darling stand by me
Stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Robyn, this is for you. Thanks for always standing by me. For being my best friend, my sister and the most awesome person on Earth. To this day, I have your name etched upon my skin :) Love you and don't ever call yourself terrible again. <3